OL sila. I want to PM them and say i miss you but I’m too shy and afraid to do that. Afraid that I might get no response or that they’ll just reply i miss you too para lang masabing nireplyan nila ako. Para hindi sila magmukhang masama? ewan ko na. *sigh*

Ang hirap. >.<

Love,

Marinela. 💋

To day is Valentine’s Day and I’m single. How’s that ha? *sigh*

I mean, It’s not a big deal right? But every time I see someone/couples that are so sweet I can’t help myself pity. *sigh*.

Love,

Marinela. 💋

Here I am again. I am wondering why is he like that. (pardon me but I’ll speak in tagalog)

Adik ba siya? Nag aadik? Baliw? Napakalaki ng problema niya. Hindi naman namin pinapaproblema ang problema namin sa kanya pero nakikielam siya. Pati panis na kanin nakikita niya. Ano bang kinagagalit niya? Bigas ba nila yung sinaing namin? Oo, sila nagbabayad ng kuryente, pero hindi naman lahat, so kung iyon ang kinagagalit niya di huwag ilang magbayad, maghanap na din sila ng malilipatan. Lahat na lang napapansin niya.

He even accused me of cooking their hams. Bakit, sila lang ba ang may ham dito sa mundo? Can’t we afford to buy one? Sana nilalagyan niya ng pangalan mga pagkain nila sa refrigerator.  Pero kapag sila yung nagkakamali OK lang naman kay _____ aah.

I’m sorry if I’m saying all this shit to you. I just don’t have the courage to blurt this out to his effin’ face. No, I’m not coward, ayoko lang ng gulo.

I just hope he’ll find in his small brain of his that everything that’s happening is not all about him, doesn’t concern him and it will never be.

Until next time.

Love,

Marinela. 💋

“The only constant thing in the world is change.”

I miss them. I miss the old days, when we call ourselves a group. I miss the times when their were no worries, uncertainties, love problems and issues, just pure fun.

I miss how we bond. How we hang out. The nonstop-not-so-full-of-sense talking, picture taking, craziness, laughing-out-loud and the we-are-just-sitting-but-we-are-having-fun moments.

I wish we can still relieve those moments, but in the current situation, I doubt it. Though our group lost a member, I’m still happy their still 5 of us. I’m contented with what we have now, but still hoping everything will be OK. :)

I don’t know why I wrote a lot of this down for you to read. Me, myself haven’t figured out why this topic also pops-out on my mind. Maybe because I just miss them. Please bear with me and I hope you won’t get tired to read my future letter to you.

Love,

Marinela. 💋